The above was extracted frm Sunday Times. My horoscope for the day. And if u hadnt believed innit and tot it was hogwash all the while, u'd better start believing +- a day or two ( for instance, the forecast the day before might be relevant for the next day) Relationships are not "picked up" frm where they are left off. People change. Emotions change. We mature.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
aw man...today's jus one of those days when u feel awful. everything feels awful. you cant possibly help but be skeptical. There are certain things that cld ruin my entire day. Maybe cuz im ultra sensitive. Maybe cuz im innundated with too many "why cant it be the other way instead?". Maybe its an esteem problem. Some times, I wish we cld jus wish the people we hate away. Life would be so perfect then. I hate her. I wish she vanishes. Then, poof, she disappears.
Then, There are certain mornings that I wake and force myself tO think of all the things abt myself that I should be grateful for. I'm pretty blessed. In certain ways. And in many ways not, i sppse. Surely, its the esteem problem. There are certain people in the world that make u feel like you're the only person in the world. maybe, i dint realize how much i liked it till i lost it and it came back. Maybe i miss it. Cuz u make me feel perfect even when im nt. YOu cry, regret and move on. Thats life. And if u dont understand what im typing, i dont blame you. There are certain things you leave too much to chance, too much to fate and far too much to destiny.
We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now
Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you so we both fall down
You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
Ever the same
-Time is a wheel in constant motion rolling us along-
and so her story is told@ 9:35 PM

